change is in the air everywhere.
last month i was really a let down to myself.
to my birthday expectations.
i wish for the fear to be devoured.
like kali holding the decapitated head.
strike when the iron is hot.
that should be my mantra.
some opportunities come just once.
take it. be bold.
dont be a let down to myself.
my life must have meaning.
i cant be numb. must feel. must feel. must feel.
today i was crying. it felt like anguish at the time.
yet, part of me was acting im sure. i dont really feel sad.
must call in the new. must call in the new me.
mother moon who sanctifies me, hold my hand and lead me. make my path clear as clarity.
the computer is swallowing me. the computer is me.
great goddess set me free.
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